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One thing.
One.
Only one thing brought me here.
One thing brought the tears.
One thing brought the self hatred.
One thing brought the world around to a shattering halt of high pitched sounds and bright lights.
He hated those, didn’t he? Loud noises? Well, I hate him.
I hate him.
He hates me.
I have every right to hate him.
Every.
Right.
But... no...
I can’t even listen to myself.
What has this world come to, when parts of my brain are so disconnected, so lacking?
I should hate him.
I told him I loved him.
He told me he hated me.
I.
Hate.
Him.
I.
HATE.
HIM.
COME ON.
LISTEN TO ME.
Please...
Just...
Just this once.
Just this once don’t hate me.
Just this once don’t mind me.
Just this once love me.
It’s too late. I’m too late. I was too late.
The bow is still around my neck, but it feels so different, so restricting...
The tears, they are different tears from my younger days... so violent...
The loved kindling hatred brought me here.
Let me just spread my arms, now... I can feel the wind of my face...
Just...




jump.
Yay, depressing stuff! Sorry, but I've been reading Bittersweet Candy Bowl ( www.bittersweetcandybowl.com/c… ) and... well... ehhh... Had to write this, okay? I don't think she even jumps(we never get to know what happens exactly) but I just decided to say she did because I don't know exactly what happens. So enjoy this weird thing, whatever it is. I don't think it's poetry, but it sorta seems like it. You tell me, since I'm not sure. 

I actually wrote something for the first time in a few days!
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Lieutenant-America Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
My personal headcanon is that she went for the wrists with a razor. Mostly because of that one comic by Chinatsu, the one set to Florence and the Machine (the image certainly burned itself into my head).

Interesting little prose here regardless, very tragic very morbid. Still awaiting the eventually confrontation in the comic (hopefully with a reconciliation).
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Porsheee Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Student Writer
Wow, creepy. Then again, suicide isn't exactly a happy joys occasion. 

Thank you :D I don't this is really any of my best writing at all, but it was interesting, and I sorta felt like I had to write it. Inspiration comes at the strangest times. And same... it's really killing me. Luccccyyyyyyyy... 
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Lieutenant-America Featured By Owner Sep 11, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
The best narrations are always those of dubious mental stability. A bit of a morbid fact, but there you go. And believe me, the wait's killing me too.

The recent Ask Roseville High post certainly hasn't helped things.
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Blue-Bell-Boy Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
To me, this was like half of your mind fighting with the other half.
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Porsheee Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Student Writer
Yeah, pretty much. There's a side of her that still loves him, and a side that hates him. 
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Blue-Bell-Boy Featured By Owner Aug 8, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
yeah
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iepet12 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Love it!!!! Depressing stuff really shows the face of reality(not to say I hate happy stuff)
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Porsheee Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Student Writer
Thank you! And yeah :D I was also lacking inspiration, so I turned to this :3 Happy stuff just takes so many more words :'p 
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iepet12 Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome!!!! Ha, I hate when I don't have any inspiration, and ha!!! I know, right?!
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DustArinick Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Jeez. what the heck have you been reading? 
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